ninety nine pounds.

May 29th

please can i have alien arms and wrist hinges

please

May 29th

vanillach4i:

i apparently have “alien arms.” is this some sort of new thing? because i’ve never heard of them before

May 21st

intake today

apple - 50kcal

half a slice of bread - 45kcal

+ lots and lots of coffee and water

May 21st

I keep telling myself that everything will magically sort itself out once I’m skinny, but then sometimes I wonder what’ll happen if everything doesn’t work out…

It’s terrifying that even after I go through all of this, my life might still be kinda shit.

May 15th

kill me now lol

May 15th

so the guy I (really really really) like told me today that a good way to get over someone is to imagine them taking a shit.

what the fuck is wrong with me/why do i always go for the weirdos?

I don’t even want to check if it works.

May 13th

My mum all but force fed me last night, and since I can’t purge I did the only thing I could think of which was to down the bottle of glens vodka I keep in my wardrobe for emergencies until I felt so sick that I threw up

I feel like shit.

May 13th

I feel like shit.

May 11th

the awkward moment when you’re slowly falling in love with someone and they just don’t see you in that way at all.

April 30th

having one of those nights where i literally just want to cry and cry and cry.

April 17th

April 13th

eaten nothing but a tangfastic in over 24 hours (y)

April 12th

I was doing so well, trying not to give a fuck about anything. Had chinese food for dinner, everything was fine. Then my mum’s friend looks at me and says “You’ve put on weight, haven’t you?”

Now tormenting myself by staring at myself in the mirror. Already watched Girl, Interrupted and now halfway through For The Love of Nancy.

It’s gonna be a long night.