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March 29th
Anonymous asked: Wow, you really let yourself go...


Answer:

March 22nd
Anonymous asked: How do you get such a flat stomach? And how long did it take you? I'd love to get one like yours you are so toned! (:


Answer:

It’s definitely not flat at the moment :/ but back when it was flatTER, I just did it by doing loads and loads of crunches and planks and other abdominal exercises x



March 21st
Anonymous asked: I'm fat, and by fat, I mean F-A-T.. Started a liquid diet because I don't have time to exercise as much as I like. Trying to walk a lot too, to compensate. You're beautiful and I feel like I can related to you(: You've inspired me to control what I eat and think skinny... Much love<333


Answer:

Thank you, but I’m not sure I like the fact that I’ve inspired you to think like that :/ It’s not a healthy way of thinking.



November 30th
Anonymous asked: After years of being compared to my gorgeous older sister, i'm unbelievably insecure now. Literally, whenever anyone says a little compliment to me i think they're joking and i get even more upset as i know i'm not even close to what they're saying i am :( Sorry i know this isn't the most interesting thing to talk about but i just needed to tell someone ;(


Answer:

Well I know exactly what that’s like, except with me it’s my younger sister. Fortunately, the age gap is large enough that there’s only so many comparisons that can be made, but I haven’t failed to notice that at the age of 13, she’s already got a gorgeous body which I can tell is just going to get better and better. 

So don’t worry, you’re not the only one that feels like that, there’s loads of people in the same situation. When it bothers you, just try and think of things you know you can do better than her, or things that are special about YOU. I know sometimes it’s hard to think nice things about yourself, but just try. It’ll make you feel so much better if you can think “well sure, my sister’s pretty, but I can do this and that” 

It doesn’t matter if it’s interesting or not, if it’s important to you, then it’s also important that someone listens if you want to talk about it :)

My ask box is open for all questions of any kind. I will answer everything as best as I can.



October 27th
Anonymous asked: you are most definitely not fat!!! please don't think that about yourself :(


Answer:

But I am…



October 27th
Anonymous asked: i just weighed myself and i gained 30 pounds in 2 months...help :(


Answer:

You’re going to have to be a bit more specific than that if you want help :)



October 23rd
Anonymous asked: how old are you


Answer:

almost 17



October 22nd
Anonymous asked: 1) omg i love your gifs! 2) your wall in your room is amaaazing!!


Answer:

thank you and thank you :D <3



October 19th
Anonymous asked: omg I want your legs. <3 also, where did you get your tights??


Answer:

aww thanks, you can have em if you want, i don’t want them :p ermm.. primark I think xx



October 18th
Anonymous asked: Have you ever tried the SkinnyGirl Diet, and does it actually work? I started it, and I haven't seen any change :(


Answer:

No, I don’t really do specific diets to be honest, I just do my own thing. Sorry xx



October 12th
Anonymous asked: 1-102 ;)


Answer:

fucking hell. ok.

1. Think of the last person who said I love you, do you think they meant it? Yeah.

2. Would you date an 18-year-old at the age you are now? Definitely.
3. When’s the last time you were aggravated and happy at the same time? About 5 minutes ago.
4. Would you ever smile at a stranger? I smile at strangers multiple times every day.
5. Is there someone mad because you’re dating/talking to the person you are? I think it caused some trouble, not gonna lie.
6. Have you heard a song that reminds you of someone today? Yep.
7. What exactly are you wearing right now? Massive t-shirt and underwear.
8. How often do you listen to music? all the time. Literally.
9. Do you wear jeans or sweats more? Jeans cuz I can’t find a decent pair of comfy sweats anywhere.
10. Do you think your life will change dramatically before 2012? No idea…
11. Are you a social or an antisocial person? Social
12. Have you ever kissed someone whose name begins with the letter ‘A’? Yezzir
13. What about ‘R’? Don’t think so…
14. Can you drive a stick shift? no idea…
15. Do you care if people talk badly about you? depends who it is
16. Are you going out of town soon? possibly
17. When was the last time you cried? yesterday
18. Have you ever told someone you loved them? duh
19. If you could change your eye color, would you? probably, yeah
20. Is there a boy who you would do absolutely everything for? yes
21. Name something you dislike about the day you’re having. I’m hungry.
22. Is it cute when guys kiss you on your forehead? fuck yes.
23. Are you dating the last person you talked to? hahaha no
24. What are you sitting on right now? my arse.
25. Does anyone regularly (other than family) tell you they love you? Yep
26. Have you ever wanted someone you couldn’t have? OMG. SO MUCH YES. YES. YES. life is unfair.
27. Who was the last person you talked to before you went to bed last night? Jake…
28. Do you get a lot of colds? not really, but when I do they last for ages
29. Where is the shirt you are wearing from? Topman
30. Does anyone hate you? probably
31. Do you have any empty alcohol bottles hidden somewhere in your room? a few
32. Do you like watching scary movies? only if I have someone to cuddle with/hold onto for dear life
33. Do you want your tongue pierced? nah, just my bellybutton
34. If you had to delete one year of your life completely, which would it be? noooo idea
35. Did you have a dream last night? yezzir
36. When was the last time you told someone you loved them? about 5 minutes ago
37. Do you think you’ll be married in 5 years? maybe…
38. Do you think someone has feelings for you? I’ve been trying to figure this out for a few days now, not really getting anywhere.
39. Do you think someone is thinking about you right now? that would be nice but I doubt it
40. Did you have a good day yesterday? hell no
41. Think back 2 months ago; were you in a relationship? fucking hell I only just realised the date today. AWKWARDDDDDD. but yeah i was.
42. In the next 48 hours, will you hang out with a girl? I go to an all girls’ school.
43. Has anyone told you they don’t want to ever lose you? two people. they lied.
44. What’s the best part about school? my friends.
45. Do you have any pictures on your Facebook? who doesn’t…?
46. Do you ever pass notes to your friends in school? yeah when i was like 14.
47. Do you replay things that have happened in your head? all the time.
48. Were you single over the last summer? no but it kinda felt like i was sometimes…
49. Is your life anything like it was two years ago? not in the slightest
50. What are you supposed to be doing right now? philosophy essay (sorry lucie xx)
51. Do you hate the last guy you had a conversation with? noooope
52. Are you nice to everyone? haha. no.
53. Have you ever liked someone you didn’t expect to? OH MY GOD, YES.
54. Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months and not cheat? yes.
55. Are you good at hiding your feelings? sometimes, and with certain people.
56. Do you think you like someone? yes. it sucks :(
57. Have you kissed someone whose name starts with a ‘J’? yep. in my mind. actually wait, i think i have in real life as well :’) yeah. i have.
58. Do you prefer to be friends with girls or boys? boys
59. Has anyone of your friends ever seen you cry? yeah
60. Do you hate anyone? hates a strong word… but yeah.
61. How’s your heart? the fuck?
62. Is there something that happened in your past that you hate talking about? yezzir.
63. Have you ever cried over a guy? yep
64. Who is probably talking a load of crap about you right now? absolutely no idea…
65. Are your toenails painted pink? no
66. Will your next kiss be a mistake? most likely
67. Girls love it when boyfriends cry; correct? no, why would anyone want to see their boyfriend/girlfriend upset?!
68. Have your pants ever fallen down in public? not that i can recall
69. Who was the last person you were on the phone with? Charlotte.
70. How do you look right now? shit and fat.
71. Do you have someone you can be your complete self around? mho
72. Can you commit to one person? yeah
73. Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell everything to? yes, thank god
74. Have you ever felt replaced? definitely.
75. Did you wake up cranky? very.
76. Are you a jealous person? not at all
77. Are relationships ever worth it? used to think yes, starting to think no.
78. Anyone you’re giving up on? trying not to but failing.
79. Currently wanting to see anyone? yeeeeeees :( but its just not gonna happen the way i want it to :/
80. Name something you have to do tomorrow? finish the essay i’m supposed to be writing right now
81. Last person you cried in front of? henry
82. Is there someone you will never forget? a few people
83. Do you think the person you have feelings for is protective of you? no idea.
84. If the person you wish to be with were with you, what would you be doing right now? well there’s two people and I would be doing very different things with both of em…
85. Are you over your past? sort of i guess, yeah
86. Have you ever liked one of your best friends of the opposite sex? yeah
87. Is there anyone you can tell EVERYTHING to? don’t think so… actually, maybe. yeah
88. If your first true love knocked on your door with apology and presents, would you accept? i still can’t answer this question properly. i’d accept the apology but thats about it.
89. So, the last person you kissed just happens to arrive at your door at 3AM; do you let them in? always <3
90. Have you ever liked someone who your friends hated? hmm.. not hated… but err… strongly disliked due to certain events.
91. Will you be in a relationship in 2 months? probably not
92. Is there anyone you know with the name Michael? yeah
93. Have you ever kissed a Matthew? hm.. no.
94. Were you in a relationship in January? How was it going? nope, single pringle.
95. Were you happy with the person you liked in March? very.
96. Don’t tell me lies, is the last person you texted attractive? hmm.. i’m texting like 3 people at the moment but yeah they’re all pretty attractive
97. Who do you have texts from? lol loads of people
98. If the person you like says they like someone else, what would you say? they have, and I gave them advice on how to ask them out, cuz I’m a good friend :/
99. Have you ever kissed someone older than you? indeed
100. Who’s in your profile picture with you? lucie <33
101. Ever kissed under fireworks? no, but i can’t imagine it’s very nice. too much noise surely…
102. Has anybody ever given you butterflies? for a second I thought this meant in the literal sense I was like what, no?! but err… as cliche as it is, i get butterflies when I see certain people.



fuck that took a while. Might think twice next time I ask for questions….